Finally!!!
Everything is fine.
And holidays are here~~Time to have lots of fun~
Well~~ worked until 4pm today and went straight home.tired.phew..but
at least i dun have to revise anything from now.yeah~!=]
happy happy~ go lucky

Henderson wave is still as nice as before.~

I feel insane.
I feel wrong.
I feel that i have fall deep into the pool and almost get drown.
Why did I do that, the answer is always not there. Things happen too fast for me to regret. I thought you will be different.

so it's my fault.......

It's beyond our control, like you've said.
=] I should smile, wait and see. Shouldnt plan anything for tml, becux it will be plan for you.

Nothing can be done. One word, Congrats!=]
Maybe let's wait for the day before we die, something good may happen.
SORRY Cannot amend anything, but just appreciate what you have now,
because DOOMS DAY is near...

I just notice why people don't stand near me when i was sitting in the bus or waiting for the bus, it just seems like there's one more big man standing beside me, the whole bus was full, except the seat beside mine. I WAS QUEUING, AND NOBODY SEEMS to stand beside me, and it was always like tat.
And i just wonder why.

I'm really sorry, cux i really cannot resist the candy temptation. So pls bear with me and enjoy the VIDEO!!! Shift it to 3 min and you will know how nice is it, trust me!=]

my god!! KAIYI'S and RUIJING'S Weilian is a woman inside!! wahaha

My friend needs my help, i will help.
Kemin you need to jiayous!! I have encountered this type of situation as well before.So dun give up! , and do well in your exam, dun let yourself down even more!=]

ZHEN ZUO QI LAI!
Dont worry,i will want you to tell me more when we meet up the next time. Dont be scare because you are not alone, u still have me. So do work more on saturdays so that we can meet up and have a talk.=] smile. Cux i now u can, and i believe you are not a bad person.
As time goes by, everything will be back to normal. Trust me=D

My laptop charger had just end its life,it looks like its burning and it died just like tat ytd.=(=( Moreover, life still needs to go on, so i went to funan today and tag shimin along=]
Things were solved and we were really feeling like sue-ing that salegirl in that fujitsu retail shop!! She was DAMN rude to us when we stood outside their gate waiting for HER TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR US. And guess what's she's doing, flirting with uncle!!oh gosh..

And i manage to get my new charger for 160 bucks..Phew~~ large amount of money was gone in a flash...

Lalala, i can just say i'm totally suay enough ytd, food spilled, adapter spoiled and rched home washing my new bag! I've been cursed!! haix..forget it.

Btw, spanish lesson was good today, as per normal, our profesor is damn hot!~ lol.. Te Quiero is lovedddd...(^^)



Also also, thanks Laoren KJ for ur sandwich and ur lovely cute polar bear hankechief!!^^

This looks more exciting than their MV.
I know kaiyi will love this as well because Weilian dance really well here.=]

Seriously,the current working environment have made human evolve into furious and insensitive animal,
they do things secretly so as not to arouse their predators or even prey.
So what, never do they realise that their prey are also doing to same thing as them to protect themselves.

People have force each other to go to the routes that they don't want to go.

Things change, people change and our thinking will also change through time.
I hate it!!
Hate those who starts critisizing and blaming people for whatever shit when that person is not at wrong.

Smiling is easy, yea, of cux, wearing a plastic smile to tell u that Im really trying hard to be nice, so dun test my patience.


When you know it's not only ME alone who feel that way, U will sure damn freak out!!! Trust me =D

I'm sort of crAZY about them this days. lazing around and lagging

I suddenly miss them alot..=)

Isnt this nice?? By Sun Ho My 牧师母

You have been living for 18 years, 6 months, and 21 days.
Your age in months - 222 months
Your age in weeks - 968 weeks
Your age in days - 6780 days
Your age in hours - 162720 hours
Your age in minutes - 9763200 minutes
Your age in seconds - 585792000 seconds
You've seen 4 leap years.
I never realise!

Yea.finally, my blog is alive!!
I've been trying so hard lately to revive it back.
So, this few days,alot of things happened, i worked for the 2 consecutive days, saturday and sunday, same goes for this week. Tough and aggressive, because these are the days where the restaurant is damn crowded.
So , i actually watched 4bia 2 ytd at causeway with RUIJING!! hahahaha..it was quite scary but not to the max like its first movie. There are five stories and the last one really made the whole threatre laugh like hell because of the 4 lamers in the show.let me show u their photoss..lalala


Hmm..this few days i have been slacking at home, and thinking really deeply about something.
After some incidents, i really felt uncomfortable with that particular " "now, hope some can feel it. However, i dun wish to talk about it anymore, just be conscious, so DUN ASK!=]

yea..Was back from genting,a nice and cooling place.Something that Sg does not have and will not have. Bought souvenirs for my family and my friends,i will nv forget that place,and will go back there maybe after 4 5 yrs like tat. but unfortunately, we nv really had great times because of the weather over there, it rained lke everyday and we need to wait and wait to play. Food there was not as good as Sg in my opinion. The next day after coming back to Sg which is today, i went to work=.=............yea..which end my day so boringly.

Backed.Finally.
Today was boring, stayed home almost the whole day,in the afternoon went to the checkpoint sheng siong for some groceries and daily neccesities.
Came home like around 3pm,and then i went all the way to bed,msging, listening to music and stuff.And conclusion, today was boring.
Ytd went swimming with ruijing! and the day before went wild wild wet to celebrate my dearest shimin's birthday.Swimming for the consecutive 2 days. Skin nearly dropped off, esp ytd when the weather is damn hot,and we only survive for one hour and bua ta han to come up due to the sun.Tommorrow i will start work, rest for two days and then continue again unil sat. Hope i can earn more for this holiday before i spend everything before the school even reopens!

I'm really sorry,i actually mistunderstood my mum for asking me to come home earlier tonight. I always thought that she want me to rch home earlier becuase of the hungry ghost festival(which is also one of the point),but when i rch home, i found out that things were nv too easy. Another thing was the reason behind it.Hence i really apologise and hope that i could help to improve the family relatonships..yea..
tats all i wanna say.cux now i have no mood anymore..forgive me.everyone,includes u my mum.

My dad got drunk, fell,and cut himself.But I dont know what to do.=(
Things were not so easy for me to help,she ignores me when i talked to her,I know she was crying,but i did nothing.
18years past,things were alr like tat many years ago,now im 18, but i still cant do anything.


Am i useless or it's still not the time yet.?

This post is secially for my family members,as in everyone who is related to me.
YES.
Today my relatives from malaysia came and treat everyone(family members living in singapore) a dinner.They booked 3 tables for around 27 people which only consists of around half our family.
We talked,children played and all of us had great times together i guessed.I was too happy that i drank with my uncle,the uncle who brought me everywhere in IPOH by his bike when i was young.The uncle who sang so loud when he was drunk,the uncle who always brought us joy and laugther when we was there. He nv failed to be a good one.
It was a pity that my sister was and one of my cousin was not around.

I really felt the love we have despite of problems and arguments we faced this year.I dont know if i will go back to ipoh during CNY next year,but i really hope that we can.
Being together with cousins is much more important to me now compare to last few years.
Maybe it's because i never realise such bonding in us only since last year's CNY,although everyone have changed,our heart never. We still played like what we do when we were young,running around the big house,drinking shandy together,stacking up mahjong tiles,playing poker and of course eating rice dumpling outside the corridor.
Never would i forget all of them.

Grandma was old and she never get to talk much today,seeing her kids and grandchildren all grown up, one by one getting married,her face gave a satisfied expression the whole time. Now,Even the big house had failed to accommodate us anymore,sleeping in the living room one by one.
When everything starts to end, i can see everyone still sticking together,nobody wants to leave,nobody seems to have the strength to part at that point.
I really hope that before anything happens, we can stay as bonded and happy now.
Always remember, family is the only one you can truthfully rely on.=]
Stay strong everyone!

lalala~~finally finished all the papers!!
woohoo..here comes holidays.! My precious bao bei genting!!!
Going genting soon.
Resume back to the normal life,msn,listening to songs and facebooking forever.
Next week will start to work..money come please.
Time passes fast as well,so treasure what happen and be happy everyday.=]

Oo..I think blogger is back to normal mode once again.which is such a relief.
Atrm tutor just send us one surprise mail, which consists of all our presentation photos, and i have just one word to describe my photo which is none other than "UGLY!"

Today went to school for ATRM.
Saw ruijing in school while waiting for thong, so happy to see her, like seeing a long lost dear friend.have countless things to say. also jiana and kaizi...I MISS U ALL!!=]
Hope we can all meet up to eat some ice cream and catch a movie after all our exams.

I'm counting day by day, not because of exams, but because of another reason that i'm more looking forward to...^^ blinkblink**.I dunnoe why i have to walk that distance far, but just know that i dont have enough courage to give up that chance.

Somehow, when i read back what i wrote, i felt confused, because each para i wrote depicts different thing.haix.

phew~~ signing off.

Their conductor looks very cute..=]

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer in HD

lalala...go blank all the way this week, had no idea of what to do,
being too free sometimes make me freak out..but then there's still nothing for me to touch at.?
always hanging around at fb isnt a nice thing to do, looking at people's photos and found out that my life isnt as happening as their's.... SADDENING.'


I'm soon getting bored of the little pathetic amount of songs that i have in my playlist.Listening to the same old everyday, and have no ideas in getting the new ones.
Try to exercise, but after a 10 min, everything stops, machine doesnt work anymore.
I'm rusting! I need holidays to regain the energy i used to have.





and i have no idea why this damn pic is so big!

This is a nice photo that The TACOS took during the cem skm event.
We have not taken our group photo for so long man..!!

Sometimes things just get into your life so easliy.
Left a footprint and be gone forever.

Sometimes being over concerned for someone,
main reason is just to know if he/she's still alive on this earth.

LooK Look Look!!! Let's dance together~~woohoo

http://www.newmoonthemovie.com/

this is the link that weiting had given me today...damn cool!
my new moon coming~~woohoo~~

Sick people ought to take great care of themselves. Yes you!
I'm talking about you!yes..

People around me are getting sick one by one,even The "strong and healthy ones".
Actually holidays are very near, but we still need to go through some agony next next week to see our holidays..
this is our 代价...
and then holidays will pass very very fast.
Today went to the loft to do our atrm project..so nice man..!!!let see the photos!!look so much like a condo! we even imagine our furniture place down there.. and not thinking about our projects~~

It just looks 100 times better than my house.

Went home today after the cem event thing.And was very very tired and sleepy.mum told me a news that shocked me.There's burried bones at henderson wave, and it was buried for around 60 plus yrs!!omg!!Iwent thr 3 times and saw the joss stick and things on the ground, so they are actually related with the buried bones...and it is somemore at the entrance of the wave, fortunately it nv affect the bridge, phew~~

today is a long day, everyone should take a break and rest until tml.=]

Why my blog suddenly cannot post photos!!!!argh!
ooo.so many days nv blog because my blogger have some problems again~~ but now i wanna post my photos for the sp concert but i cant!!
haix..weeks have past so fast..projects due dates are all round the corner.everyday rush here and there.now more problems..Sweats and tears..I really dunnoe how to handle..money is the biggest problem.and thi does not only happen to my family.it's the whole big family.regarding 50 people.A mum with 7 middle age children who still wanna fight and quarrel even at this age.and now they are all having war just because of money, money and money..
Relationships starts to worsen.things are getting from bad to worse.All because of money.

I heard that the second surgery is coming again..which need more money..so how??I can only pray hard.School is alr tough, but personal relationships are worse.This is what i told my mum:"Everyone will have troubles, not only you, you may seem to be the only one suffering now, bt who noes, you may not." Just like i told my friend, you are not the only one with trouble.

Weeks have passed, and this saturday will be our class cem event, finally.Need to wake up damn early in the morning like around 5.45, then rch jurong at 7.!!!and tml will be our marketing presentation, So i hope everything goes well.=]

Bless me.My LORD!

today was damn tired...dunnoe why..and the 961 bus was damn long...idiot..
went home discussed something with my friends about sunday..and was like feeling vex about it even until now..!?@#$
After that tried to do some quiz on facebook, although i think that they are stupid but i still went to do em..And ALL the resultS came out to be exactly what i want..But it may not be true..so forget it..I should "wang qian zou"...haha..
Tml we will be having the second fund raising event, need to reach school at 2..AND end at 4..haix...
our life is filled with nothing but school school and school...and we are always rushing here and there for nothing..we don't even know what will happen to us next..but we still work so hard for our future now...
No reason.
going to watch tv...relaxation is a need.

Finally here to blog again..this two days looking at the lam, see until wanna puke out liao...Yesterday aim one chapter..okie..was still ok..cux only one chapter..but today!!! walao..4 chapters to read..kept walking in and out of the room, couldnt concentrate much,halfway, msging here and there and couldn't stop complaining how this module sucks... and dunnnoe why this module need to have so many WORDS!!!!
I bet we really cant memorise all.. so just hope that what we read come out tml ba.

However good and bad things happen together..Even though studying this stupid LAM is very tough..but thERE'S still some motivation that makes me move on..
yea..Now, I am really looking forward for anything to happen at any time..but at the same time fear that it will stop in any seconds...

I need to "面壁思过"..when have i became so bad...I actually shouted vulgarities bacause of small tiny thing.gosh..i'm so damn guilty about it and need to 检讨...

okay..so I went home early today and went to listen to some songs.Wang lee hom forever love is really nice........sang until throat burst...almost 10 times i think..and Finally log in to my acc and blog.
Lastly, done some of the road signages for cem event..done the english version and the chinese ones which sound really chiiinaa..........ok.tml will be another good day, if we end at 1...and head our way home like today...

o yea..I think the colour is nice!!Dont u think so.It took me half an hour to draw and cut..haix..dunnoe why i so chiong..while people still fxxx here and there saying like my fault! argh!!ehhh..dun care la..
Tml is our I and E event, quickly end and we shall all have a good rest after that.hope everything will go smoothly.=]

Nice movie, go and watch the trailer and you will know what i mean.
I've watch the first movie,and it was alr great.
I love Optimus Prime.!!!and the soundtracks!
I shall find em out.

modem spoil, no internet, no life.
This few days, my modem went "died".Omg.. It's damn sian when there's no internet, and the problem is not on the laptop and desktop at home, is the modem!!!! Modem should be the worst case as both computers cannot be used!!!!
So yesterday i went to singtel to recontract for another modem, and i was told to wait until the 9th of july. So now i have to treat my neighbour well and be good friends with them, so that they can be at home everyday, giving me some internet support. If not holiday without internet, i will KILL myself..

Also, I almost met a friend yesterday at cw..but too bad..That friend didnt wanna show up.

Puu.. =X

He's everyone's idol=]

Today went to NEA with weiting to take the brochures and posters and i can say that they look fantastic. The guy in charge was also great, neat, tidy and most importantly polite. Yea, guess what,those brochures are damn heavy!!! We carry em from scotts to vivo and vivo to home.=x
Yea..
As weiting had suggested that i should deactivate my blog because there's always no posting! NOT because i don't want but sometimes i really dont know what to write.I know people are getting bored about my blog, but i shall hang on to it for a little while more.Bear with it..

Hope all our projects can come to an end as soon as possible. I'll see what i can do to make my blog look fresher.=]

People tend to get to bored and talk crap.
Tend to feel unsecure and lonely many times but they are unable to speak up.
They just doesn't have the power and strength to face the fact they are having now.

Crippled Lions with no "Teeth and BALLs" tend to Roar louder than other lions, because they want others to be afraid of them. So what?? They are still crippled lions.~~ STill unable to bite!


-Fuck You A!=)

I don't what happen to my blog this few days, i cant get to log in and wadever, uNTIL today...
Today i stayed at home the whole day, just went to return back the biggest suitcase in the world to my friend which i had borrowed for one and a half years. If my mum will to stop nagging, i think i will leave it in my room forever and ever.....
FrIDAY Was a tiring day for me, my legs were aching until now due to some sort of amazing race from marina square to peninsula area. After that, went to Vivo and St James Power station. Until 10 plus then manage to reach home.

These days were very busy for everyone, so many projects and stuff come together as one.i hope that they will go together as one too.=] Not only that, i always felt empty in my life....no motivation, no music, no time, no fun, no life.
Friends always play a great role in your life, without them, you wouldn't know how to continue.

Ooo..finally.tat lady called me.
Make me soooo hot and nervous, nearly 4gt to say my name, and even pronounced my name as "gu shan"..omg....damn it, what the hell is tat name. I know she is calling me, but i just kept telling myself that it is not her.
Then i answered.She say hello, then shit.!!
Then we started, she asked me where is the most popular music school for her son and daughter who wants to learn drums and voilin.
Then asked how to go there and how good is the lesson over there. Suddenly she asked me how can she contact the music sch, i was like, erm, "so khatib point call centre " does this things....then i gave her my house number.siala..now regret...later really go and call see gt this school i die.!!!
Overall..she told me was ok...yea.

hahaha.....he is so shuai!!!

unlike in the tv! curly curly...omg!!!=]=]

sorry germaine, i know you like his curly hair~~~

It's glad to chat with cousins.
I really hop that the adult's affairs will not affect our relationship towards each other.
i really hope that we can meet and gather again during new year like last year.
I chat with stephen today on msn and felt that he's a good brother, who cares alot for his brother.
hmm..i think i should learn from him.He even came to the church next to my house last yr and he didn't know that my house was situated thr! so FUNNY.!
Hmm..hope that we will go back to malaysia next yr for CNY.Hope everything will be fine.hOpe the adults will be fine.
Hope my uncle's business and my dad's job will be secure.To be fair.

Today i thought of alot of things.So many projects are on the way, hitting us badly.
ALL DATELINES :"AUGUST 09!!"
WORLD ENDING SO PLS DUN GIVE US TOO MUCH THINGS TO DO.!NO USE!

ONE more thing, I saw red and white shirts students everyday when i was waiting for my shuttle bus, although i dun really like them, because of their talking attitudes and characters, but i have friends thr.
Friends??
hmm.........
i just dunnoe why they act and speak so childishly sometimes, perphaps all the time.
i really dun agree going thr but sometimes it's not what you can decide.
I recieved a msg about didnt make it.
I didn't know what and how to react, only wanted to console........i said 16 but yet it came out to be 31.
Not despising,thats not what i want at the very start and even until now.


i BET NOBODY knows what i'm talking about.maybe only 1 OR 2................

Now in the library with weiting, kaiy and hwee sian.waiting for the stupid LAM lecture to start at 3.30pm!!!!! damn sian and i have nth better to do and so i decided to blog.and tat weiting looked at me suddenly make me forget what i wanted to write.==
nvm..i just cant login to facebook.i wanna read new moon but have to motivation to continue....SIANSIANSIAN!!!!someone let me use facebook..
and now..suddenly weiting ask me to watch the twilight trailer which makes me wanna start watching again now..so good bye..!!

Althought i'm the eldest child in my family, i felt really useless for not helping the family when we need help. I cant think of any solutions that i can help.Now i only wish that i can graduate faster so that im able to work more. No matter what, i will try to use lesser than before.I really regret that i spend so much in the past and now i know how's the feeling of being so poor.!
this few nights, i have been praying, praying for the better.I reALLy dunnoe how should i expressed myself in school.Acting like everydays fine.but everydays not fine.i cANNOT buy whatever i want.Even if it comes to lunch, i need to think twice. im sad.and scared.

I felt so fortunate and blessed to have friends who are funny, cute, considerate, kind, passionate and lovely.
thank god!!
Sry to always reject you.really sorry.

hey thr ppl.long time nv post.becux i oso dunnoe wat to post actually.sch reopening very soon.report need to be handed in very soon and i still not yet done with it.ohh...
somehow.
i need to write a story.here i goes....

hmm..sounds stupid so dun write le...
going to continue my report..tml going to cut hair.hehe..=] good night everyone.
work but not work hard.







Im trying to read my bible..

Message: can any message be more touching than this?Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.Daniel: What game?Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for thefollowing weeks..

DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. Thefortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29: 11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife. I love you, Jasmine...Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to meThen the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
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Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals ofeverlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

I love my Ponytail.=]
I love the henderson wave.=)
and I love Friday=]=]=]=]

Back,from watching the o'clock show..still ok only not very nice.
whole day very sian. morning went sun plaza with mum to buy my new hp.
hmm..i like the phone alot..hope in future nth happen to it again.wahaha.
make me think of the handsome policemen again.opps..
then went home do my IS thingy,i think me,weiting and kwoon jiew in the same class!**
.after that busy adding contacts and checking the new phone out.after that around 3 went to sleep until 6. ml working again. now just remember still have a report undone.untouch.omg..stress..20% i scare i cant finish it on time.think gonna start next week.

We are all busy ppl.
Busy earning money.busy studying.busy shopping before sch starts!haha.

being a human is tough.
being a great one is tougher.

I wish i could dream well tonight.i will be taking bus to work again tml.
963~~~I sort of like this bus, i dunnoe why.It just pass by the places i like.=]
-Mount Faber-

I lost my bag during swimming today!!!the whole bag man.!!!omg..
but pls let me see that person.
I WANT TO SLAP HIM!!!punch him!!
most importantly my ic and handphone..no more contacts..need to wait till i got my new phone .sad=(
That malay policeman said:"maybe it's god who wants ur bag to be stolen so that u will learn from it and put it inside locker next time.." haha..2 thumbs up! the 2 malay policemen were so polite and friendly..so good..next time should go thr more..wahha..nola..touchwood..i go thr because my next bf will be a policeman la...haha..oso not bad la..night dreaming=x
k la..dun say le..vexvexvex..going to see phone tml and do posb card...one word "troublesome"!!!

M.U.T.E - M.A.T.H
Not suppose to be like that~~~

Janaury 16th.Friday.2009
Random.yea.i know.

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


is pretty true..sounds just like me.
but it's like saying i cant live without a guy..m i really so dependent on guys??
nope.of cux .cux im single now and im still living so happily. so sometimes this cannot be fully accurate..girls..dun be fooled.wahaha..

omg..yesterday when i walked to cw..another strange thing happened again.always making me so excited but in the end i saw nth.
shit!!..haha..ya~~im going to shit now.=]


everyday~~~everyday~~~everyday we going on the way~~~

Back from cruise..although not much on top.All i think is food every moment.not bad.but it was quite fun actually.it's a good place to relax,lying down and admiring the sea view.nice!pass by the swimming pool everytime.but only can see cant swim..so painful!!i will come back singapore and swim like siao.
one thing i really need to write down.I nv believe that something happened after we alight that cruise.me and weiting stayed and went to mac.and something happened..haha..but i noe nth until i rch home and charged my stupid phone..writing here in my blog was so crazy....but i dun care..cux it was soooooo "qiao"..that i hardly believe. nvm. maybe that time i was too engrossed talking to weiting so i nv saw "". but that time was when we were going off already..whywhywhy??omg..crap~~
haiya..dun write le..go sleep..tml working.=]
feel like an idiot.
the moment i felt happiness out of a sudden

March 16th.
2 more daYS To cruise
2 more days To jiana's birthday
2 more days i'll leave Singapore
and 2 more days i'll forget everything.....

=]Anything doesn't make sense at all.
I shouldn't be trap here forever.

Cruise is so damn tr0ublesome!!

I'm so happy for this year's birthday!!!!!!!
lost of words..just happy.friends always want to see each other smile=]
and all my friends made me smile so much for my birthday this year..
having so many friends that remember my birthday is a blessing!!!!!
BLESSING TO EVERYONE=]=]

sorry..haha..I cant place my tagboard here. =x
so weird..i oso dunnoe why?

Just change my blogskins.. but feel like too colourful already.
wahaha..because i added too many graphics..but they are so funny and meaningful ma..
then become like tat..^^
later going for job briefing at 3.then we all meeting at 2pm!
then tml start work le.from 12.30 to 10.30pm..think will be tired.but nvm...need money..!haix..
so many things to 'FAN'!!
but starting from next week, will start swimming at least 3 days a week!!yes!!!wahaha..so happy.are u happy..??ruijing??haha...
tuesday going back to sch for cruise briefing and to give our passport.hmm..quite excited actually..cux this is my second time..=.=...


oo yaya.yesterday night was thinking of if i were to go back to malaysia again for new year..i will take alot of photos with my cousins.last year went back only take one pathetic..everyone taking the chopsticks and starting to laooooo yu sheng!!haha..bt not all cousins were there...next time when i go back..i will make sure everyone gt into the photos..haha..and maybe do a video becux i really dunnoe when will i get to go back again..=[


i have 3 aunts and 3 uncle excludng my father.
and total i have 21 cousins including me!!!
so whenever i go back to malaysia.the house will be packed until u dun have space to walk.even sleep for now..in the past when we were small..still can squeeze a bit..now..even one of my cousins need to sleep in the living room..haha..4 rooms but all the rooms are sooo small.
although some of my cousins are in singapore,but i dun get to see them actually.dunnoe y .. and coincidently, alot of my uncles' children are from band..of all the 12, we have 6..half already!! two trumpets i think, one flute(me), one french horn, one saxophone, and one clairnet..omg.half..can we do a song???wahhaa..can i think. 3 from malaysia and 3 from singapore.haha..let's compete man.. no la..jkjk

but i dun think i can go back next year oso..so sad..then make it on my 20th la..or maybe even 21th..so old liao..haha..that time already graduate from tat sch..so great.=]=]

kkkkk..share so much..aiyer...i just miss my cousins. and i shall make all sit together and play, eat.sound so weird..suddenly toking about all this..=]

I treasure.
I hope.


Happy birthday Ruijing!!!=]

It's good to have a big brother..
living in the same shelter as u.

and i don't think i can't feel that in my whole life.=]
so let me be the big sis living with u guys.

hello...few days nv post le..cux really nothing to post..
watch oscar on monday night...just to wait for rob pattinson to come out and then went to sleep..funny but so high to see him..mg..his eyes..and he's damn white that day..like wat weiting said... too bad the lady beside him wasn't kristen stewart....i hope it was me then. ..haha..stupid.weiting even called me..both so high..wahaa..then not even 3 mins then hang..haha.too bad..rob came out only 5 mins..but satisfied.=] patiently waiting for new moon.

Then today woke up in the morning around 9am.then start to study at 10 plus till 11 plus then
went to interchange to meet hwee sian to go sch together.
meet weiting and kaiyi others at the atrium to eat our favourite bread again.nice until everyday eat oso not sian.
So funny..haha..then hwee sian say about her ah ma...damn funny cant stop laughing with the bread in the mouth..and eyes opening so wide.then after tat slowy soooohhhh to the blk 73 to wait for the test to start.then kwoon jiew already thr.after tat celestine and shishi came..haha(shishi)..went in for the hom test..starting mcq quite easy ..after that dunnoe at qst 4b..dunnoe wat they want..nv say properly wat they asking.then everything i read like dun have that ans..kept recap and recap..then in the end write unrelated ans..haha.... then coming friday..worst paper of all..how?? hom already like tt..then fnb coming.die.!
after the paper, 4 pm..we all went to the toilet and i tot weiting wanted to go to the gents.
haha..then that shishi...come out wash her hands that touch my hands..said that she always like to hand wet wet touch me..then i ask her isit because my hands gt alot of hair..then water can make them look worst!!!omg.. i should praise myself for having that man..not everyone has it ok!
wahahaa..
haix..today was just fine for me..going to buy ruijing's present on sat and celebrating on monday!!
yea...gathering again..=]=]
then still gt something i nv say..haha..i went to the my twilight guy test, and came out to be jacob black...my werewolf guy..cool.!not zhun actually, last time i do is edward then jasper then now became jacob...maybe next time become charlie.omg.!!!!!!!!or even carlisle!!
hmm..phone nv rang too much today..sad..just like to hear my phone ringing.
siao.! now still haven sleep..later sure gt scolded by "someone"..haha..my mum.
fine i shall sleep and wait for my phone to ring tml.=]
and tml will be a tough day..studying fnb whole day perphaps..

=) FULLSTOP.

New moon coming out at november or december!!!!!
so excited!!
let me recall the book first yea..!=]=]

I'm blind folded, don't worry, it's just for a while...

haha..today went for our first gathering at partyworld and everything turn to be sooooo funny..
we have weiting's video..and everyone must must go see..laugh till drop tears..my god..
stay there singing for around 5 hrs and then go eat at cw..after that celestine kaiyi shimin went home...kaiyi went home becux she sick..then celestine and shimin miss their laptop alot...went home facebooking for sure..staries~~~~correct??? shimin and celestine.!?!?
haha.. then weiting hwee sian laoren and me went to mac to sit down thr and chat..
so windy outside then we move inside..
talk about all sort of things..like sisters..me and hwee sian are bad sisters man..haha..and kj is the ke lian sister..and weiting the only smallest at home.
haha....then we were saying that anyone have date on valentine all sort..haha..
kk..i will end here..today was fun and tiring but the video actually brought my soul back..
everyone must take a look.
post on youtube..!!
then tml will be slacking at home...maybe study abit....so lazy nowadays..
friday will be going to watch movie with kz!!!!
and sat will be our valentine's gathering,going to eat botak jones!!yea...can see everyone again!!miss them so much..see everyone soon!!

so i will end off here!!=]=]smile smile smile=]

omg!!!!!i deleted the photos man!!!
so sad now!!
the few and only photos..and dunnoe will i still go thr anot..
cant believe that i actually deleted the photos.!!arghhh!!
haix..
btw final yr coming le and holidays will be next!!! will be finding jobs but dun wan work everyday leh..if not cannot play le..
this week is the last week of school...left with hom and cats presentation..faster finish..faster finish...
lets see what the next place i wan to go..hmm.....feel like going east coast..
so long nv go le.. 4gt the feel already..
tml gt bcomm at 9 then after that b stat tut then after that hom presentation!!!
dunnoe y this week very depressed..
maybe is the phone problem..
haha.. dun wan write le..all rubbish..
continue listening to my supermassive blackhole!!!!!!

With you, i know that i can do anything and everything.
Because you have done millions and billions
of things that people cant....

b comm today!!
wish me good luck!=]

Nobody Will Ever Believe That -

I Actually get in touch With U Before.

A place where people ignore.
We sat there
Doing nothing
I was dreaming away and you got carried away
This is how we spend the night when we first met....

This is my lovely class... tr 21..wooohooo.. poor hong wei..surrounded by gals everyday..

look carefully....there's some funny part..
only we know =]

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before the concert and everything..
we were so bored that we do this..
haha..
and lindsay and mei mei was behind us..dun really wana care about us..haha







Us!!!


Me jiana and kai zi
wahaha..
we look so small..
evg sch wall too big...









This is me and jiana...isnt it nice..
our big face...










after the 15 min concert...
so tired man..
and we took a pic
smile =p

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another concert had over..
waiting for the photos to be post??
haha...wait a while..
the concert was great and everyone planned to meet up for new yr dinner on 1st jan and 3rd jan with mr lim..yeah....more and more gathering..but sch reopening ..so boring...=(
but yuhui joining us so there will be one more ppl going to sch with us..
i will publish the photos as soon as possible once i get em...

A blind girl hated herself because she was blind.She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I would marryyou.
'One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including herboyfriend.He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind.. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that.
The thought of looking at them the rest of herlife led her to refuse to marry him.Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, before they were yours, they were mine.

'This is how the human brain often works when our 'status changes'.Only a very few remember what life was like before and who was always bytheir side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a GiftToday
before you say an unkind word -Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone whohas nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who'scrying out for a companion.
Today before you complain about life -Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you argue about your dirty house that someone didn't clean orsweep -Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who mustwalk the same distance.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of theunemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.Before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Rememberthat not one of us is without error.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on yourface and thank God you're alive and still around.

look!!!!we are so high man!!!




yuksss.....ruijing sooo errr xin..showing off her body odour...!!! hahahaha...=]=]





we saw a halloween monster!!!! and tony saw the real one and it was ruijing!!!!




dunnoe we gt shot and was walking like nth happen....btw who is it!!



hey people all this is the photos taken during bra's concert..haha .is very nice rite!!!haha..hope we can take more pics together...=]=]
the next gathering will be on brian's birthday!!!!yeah!!!
and the next wan till be christmas!!!and the next one will be NEW YEAR!!!lets prepare to take more photos!!

tree of heaven is the greatest show i've ever watch.
really wonder if thr's really such thing in the world
i just started working at vivo
called the white god cafe
opps is the white dog cafe
the ppl there are mostly philipines and malaysians
they are quite good
then we have a tom boy supervisor
she spoke badly
her language sux..make me want to puke sometimes
she's really rude to ppl most of the time..
today going for class chalet..........
wan go swimming...
haix
i oso wan go chalet with ruijing they all..
long time nv play instrument then now sud touch it like cant play le...
the air very unstable
i sud can write so many diff topic at one time
job class chalet and band..
the one i most desire is going to band only.
haix....
last time when i still working as moon cake promoter , it was damn tired.then one night, kok hin msg me ask mi wan go watch 4bia anot..
i ask him y call me..then he say good friend ma..when i heard that ..i was quite happy
cux he still treat me as good friend..not bad
at least i know that god have given me so many good friends.
mr lim had also chosen some song like psalm 42 and amazing grace..
but as for psalm 42..i read it in the bible..but i dunnoe wat it really means..just know that god's words are always meaningful.

Angels used to enter my life suddenly in the past
they are wonderful!now they are still so wonderful


POSTED ON 18/08/08
the day when bmgt is tested!!!!!!!!

hehe.......im here again..hix..tml school again..revealing all the common test results le...so nervous...but i have faith i will pass..but actually pass isn't enough...however i will still try my best..and pray for better.:P

study is an important component of life.........
friendship is also an important component of life.........
but without friendship..........
we can only study alone..........

haha...i trusted you and decided to wait for you the remaning hours...wen i came back..u disappear...

i suddenly felt veri happy that im living in singapore other country was lyk chaos all the way..omg..praise the lord nth will happen to me..i will live until ripe old age.haha...but living in singapore isn't easy..haix...so many tests so many projects esp in POLY!!!HAHA..nvm..will try my best.. i saw miracles and miracles done by u and will ontinue to believe in you..since you have place me in this position rite now.i will cherish it and code ur words.last sat i saw something that really touch me but i wun say it here.she was crying and i cried too..but in a way no one noes..
but sooner or later he will be a believer too..just lyk wat she said..
Everyone has their own problem but if you have FAITH miracles will happen to you.just lyk mi...wen did i become a believer??since sec 2 but i only realise it wen im sec three somemore at the end of the yr..but i did pray..and i will pray for all hu needs my prayer..my friends and my family..i do need others to pray for mi too:P
during one time in the church yeewenand her friend help mi to pray..i nearly cry..they are really warm..i felt it..y??? do you ever try it..do u wan to feel it wen u really need it?
wen my family have problems
wenever i go to the church with yeewen .
she will alwaz help my family to pray..
no matter to hu
no matter to what u have done.
it just matter u believe him anot
do u want somebody to noe what happen wen u really are sad??
i was a free thinker in the past until i realise there's really a daddy around mi alwaz waiting 4 mi to look towards him..

i doubt u.....MS:p

Number
Miracle
Reference

1
Converts water into wine
John 2:1-11

2
Cast out an unclean spirit from a spirit possessed man in the synagogue
Mark 1:23-27
Luke 4:33-37

3
Heals Peter's mother-in-law from a fever
Matthew 8:14-15
Mark 1:29-31
Luke 4:38-39

4
Enables a huge catch of fish
Luke 5:1-11

5
Cleanses a leper
Matthew 8:1-4
Mark 1:40-45
Luke 5:12-14

6
Heals a Roman Centurion’s servant
Matthew 8:5-13
Luke 7:1-10

7
Heals a nobleman's seriously ill son in Capernaum
John 4:46-54

8
Heals a lame man at the pool of Bethesda
John 5:1-15

9
Raises a widow's son to life at the gate of the city of Nain
Luke 7:11-16

10
Calms a raging storm
Matthew 8:23-27
Mark 4:36-41
Luke 8:22-25

11
Cast out demons from two men at Gergesenes
Cast out demons from one man at Gadarenes
Cast out demons from one man at Gadarenes
Matthew 8: 28-34
Mark 5:1-20
Luke 8:26-39

12
Heals a man from paralysis in Capernaum
Matthew 9:1-8
Mark 2:1-12
Luke 5:18-26

13
Raises from the dead the daughter of Jairus, a ruler of a synagogue
Matthew 9:18-26
Mark 5:22-43
Luke 8:41-56

14
Stops the heavy menstrual bleeding of a woman who had been suffering form it for twelve years
Matthew 9:20-22
Mark 5:25-34
Luke 8:43-48

15
Restores sight to two blind men
Matthew 9:27-31

16
Heals the demoniac daughter of a Canaanite woman
Heals the demoniac daughter of a Syro-Phoenician woman
Matthew 15:21-28
Mark 7:24-30

17
Restores a man who was deaf and dumb
Matthew 9:32-33
Mark 7:31-37

18
Restores the withered hand of a man
Matthew 12:9-13
Mark 3:1-5

19
Heals a demon-possessed man who was blind and dumb
Matthew 12:22

20
Feeds five thousand men
Matthew 14:14-21
Mark 6:35-44
John 6:1-14

21
Walks on the Sea of Galilee
Matthew 14:23-33
Mark 6:46-51
John 6:16-21

22
Feeds four thousand men
Matthew 15:33-39
Mark 8:1-9

23
Restores the sight of a blind man using his saliva
Mark 8:22-26
John 9:1-41

24
Restores sight in two blind men near Jericho.
Restores sight in Bartimaeus near Jericho
Restores sight in one blind man near Jericho
Matthew 20:29-34
Mark 10:46-52
Luke 18:35-43

25
Cures a boy from epilepsy
Matthew 17:14-18
Mark 9:17-29

26
Straightened a woman bowed with a spirit of infirmity
Luke 13:10-13

27
Healed a man from dropsy
Luke 14:1-6

28
Heals ten lepers
Luke 17:11-19

29
Raises Lazarus from the dead
John 11:1-44

30
Condemns a fig tree and see it wither
Matthew 21:18-22
Mark 11:12-21

31
Heals the cut off ear of Malchus, a servant of the high priest
Luke 22:49-51

32
Enables the second big catch of fish
John 21: 1-11

haha..tis is wat i want to eat everyday..wahaha..looks so nice..

BLESSED:)i;ve added many many fun and pretty stuff..dun mind scroll all the way to take a look..and lastly give mi i small comments on my blog ok...:P so happy..oso dunnoe y??!!but today then found out that cs quite fun playing..haha..lyk guy lyk tat:Pbtw our band concert ad changed back to 18th again..but nvm..another thing is we added two more songs..which are the ones we played during the genting concert..think our concert will be veri long..cux gt arnd 11 songs..then quite many songs are quite long wan...so may be veri tired..haix..nvm...

haix..dun realli feel lyk writing here..dun think i can realli express all my feelings here..today nth to do..actualli wan go out..but no money then nvm le..haha..then at home reading other's blog then found out something...its this saturday..he surely use com on friday then will see tat its her bday...thats it..wish her..but i will not noe wat he write..haix..nvm..yesterday think of something..hoping not to fight with her anymore..by right my part of living in this world is to elp our heavenly father to pass his message to let other's noe him..so wat he's doing rite now is all correct..the thing is hate the way he tok to others..maybe is realli wat he say..he teats everyone the same..can i treat her invisible..??wenever i met her in sch..my whole body starts to burn..how can i control...


the next thing..i have 2 thoughts...first..i hate her..i really
dun wana see her..the way she stare at mi..but i told myself if i become more angrier..i've lost..second..i tot of being friends with her.. can oso help her with wat i noe for chrst..i realli dunnoe how..can somebody help mi??even wen i doing things..this thing would jux came to my mind and interupt...wen u have the tme do u ever come in and read my blog..no...but maybe her blog..so tat u noe wat problem she's facing but not mi..and so u can help her..correct..

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OMG!!!!!!!!!today was lyk shit to everyone..i think...damn hot..sweaty...and irritating...then go school jux to take a few dollars vouchers..think will wait for it to expire..tot gt money take..in the end is lyk tat..somemore the place is sooooooo far..wan mi to go so far to buy onli a PEN????!!!! NO WAY!o ya...on the 9 to 11 of april still need go back np for day camp..so sian... dun wan.BUT last tym go np saw kenneth and faith..haha...psps we still tot faith is his maid...think will see them in sch wen sch opens..haha..so happi..can see ex classmates..haix..but stll dun feel lyk going..wanna be alwaz with my band friends........dunnoe the ppl thr easy to communicate anot...k loh..end here loh..nth to say.it is jux not fair!!

I've Been PoSTED tO NGeE aNN poLy...dUnnOe IS hapPI oR WaT...jUx Gt nO fEelInG...hAix..NoW ThIs bLoG i rEALLY dUN wiSh To ToUcH aNyMORE...VeRi SiAn..WiLl stOp WoRkiNg AfTeR NeXt WEEk...So GooD.HOPE WILL PASt bY veri soon..dun wana see the boss again...nth much to say..btw my blog have more things to play...go ahead and play all of them..if not u will sian till die de...:Pher her her....

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i hate it okie...lord pls help mi!!!i need u immediately..rite now..i realli dunnoe wat m i going to do..after the trip i was lyk crazy wen come bac to singapore..cux i saw something..damn idiotic..:(idiot....idiot idiot...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i realli dunnoe how le..

wao...Yesterday was so shiok sia..din even realise tat my eng and humanity gt b3!!!!!it happened so miraculously..and miraculously was wat i use in my eng compo...perphaps this was the word tat helped my to gt b3 so miraculously...wahahaha..but i tot my maths could gt a1..but ended up a2..but nvm..my science luckily still sustain lyk the prelim..my l1r4 gt 11 and l1r5 gt 15...not going jc cux i noe wun survive thr...but jux live happily in the future can le... yesterday saw so many friends thr change so so so much esp gerald...his hair!!!was lyk.!!!!!hell!!hahaa..nolah..quite cool..but hu say band de ppl wun score...they score ok!!and their scores are all well done de...we are all so happy loh..then all wan go ngee ann...so good.!!!!then we all can be togather again...wen taking the results,i was so nervous...my whole body was lyk ma bi the whole period of time..then felt lyk vomiting!!:Pk loh..dun wan say le..take results le..relax..relax..


smile lyk i do everyday:P

......A fool will believe anything;smart people watch their step.....
.....have no fear;you are worth more than many sparrows.....
......the tongue of a wise one is a healing......
.....A calm heart is the life of the fleshy organism,but jealousy is rottenness of the bone....
.....Happy are the merciful,since they will be shown mercy.....
.....By reaching out for this love some....have stabbed themselves all over with many pains.....

~~~Think before you speak
~~~Avoid petty jealousy
~~~Discipline your
~~~Be forgiving
~~~Avoid the love of money SmILe LyK I Do EveRyDaY:p

but seems tat i still haven fulfil this...but i will try my best!!

haix
so long nv post le..have so much things to say but wenever i wana start writing i dunnoe wat to write in the begining..today have orientation..but i cant gt to go back how i wish i could go back..help pull as many sec ones as possible..and i heard tat yesterday wen aref announce that we gt ''high''silver i was so happy!!!!!!i wana be in the scene too..so much memory in the band..feeling veri bad tat i cant do much..as a section leader in the past..i failed.last tym ppl use to say tat sch is better...but so many ppl wana graduate faster...mi oso..now..graduate le.feel so unsecure and tight..depressed...wana go back to school days..see so many friends..dun need to think so much then now...now thinking result and wat poly and courses to take..more stress!!!then some friends so long nv see them liao..so sad..now.i rather suffer the pain of doing hmwk than working at ''lavender''...now our band is no longer the bronze band ppl use to say..its a ''high'' silver band ok!!!not flaunting..but jux veri veri happi ba le.. i everyday listen to the songs that we've played to recap the past..im so grateful to everyone..hope we will all meet again:P

heeeee...so happi yesterday..but oso gt bad things happen..haix..butnvm..in the end still happi ending!!!what happen yesterday..i still felt that between the sec 4s...some of them were still veri far away...esp during 12.30 time wen someone stepped in..haix...nvm...time is the healing for everything!!!im sure after some tyms ,everything will be fine lykb4...lyk sec 2..maybe:Phahaa.the gift exchange i took wei quan gift then lindsay took mine.then mr goh gv some of us the hand puppet and mine was......a lion!!!!!i dun wan...i wan to change to the parrot..but the owner dunwan..nvm loh..:Pyesterdayi ate so much..ate fries,fishball,nuggets,cookie,pizza.but the pizza not veri nice..but nvm...can eat can le...oso quite fun thr veri funny wen playingthe true or dare...wa...bryan was so fierce leh..then all of them oso copy him...show that we oso fierce..heheeeee...cux dunwan to gt punish..then hexing so late then come...nth left for him liao..onli the log cake..but i nv eat oso..cux too full liao...scare latervomit cux while playing the true or dare i already feel lyk vomiting le...then most ppl go home at 1..then send lindsay then mi n brian send ruijing to the busstop..then jiana tony olivine n jeffery go the other way...wen we go home yuhui still gv us sweet n chocolate..hahaa..so good..btw..yesterday was jux fun fun fun!!!!! finish writing...actualli now hor wo yue lai yue lan to go n write my blog liao...haix..so if u see nth in my blog..dun be sian ok??hheeee..sry ar:P hope there's another celebration coming during the new year!!!hahaaaaa... signing off.....shan:Psmile lyk i do everyday

ItS NOT FUN WORKING!!!!!!!!!So tiring...esp standing in the mrt for 1 hr!!!!!jux wana stopppp..but no choice...so long nv post le..s tonite spend little tym to post...thur nv work.but going to celebrate christmas wit my dear!!!!yeh..n maybe on sun going to church if can..o...shit...maybe cannot le leh..cux need reborn my hair...haix..tml still need to wear wat uniform..formal thingy but i dun hav leh..how...haix..need wear high heels..heheeee..but oso good la...can try


sian..dear go chalet play...he say he went swimming,,,so good..but i oso good loh..cux second day work boss treat us eat christmas lunch!!!!okok loh,..onli the ice cream n cake dessert nice..but chocolate dessert too sweet le...so tired every day need go thr at 7.45..then 7 wake up...then many things dunnoe how to do..then kept mafan yvonne n wenli...they both older than mi..they are from malaysia de...but they were so good to mi...so patient..wen eating lunch today oso veri fun..still gt another gal..but i dunoe her name..she kept teasing mi...waahhaaa..but i oso gt say she lyk malay..then she kept laughing...jux tat today is fun n tired loh.. think tml go later...if not nobody thr then need to sit at stairs thr alone so scary..k la...go rest le...buaibuai

smile lyk i do everyday!!!!:P

this ish the tuba euphonium n double bass!!!!!n the instructors!!

sry guys..i have deleted it away..too bad if u nv read it...cux it should not be written down anyway...sry..today i nv smile:(

this r the sec 3s and sec4s..it was taken at genting...

today went to job inteview n go in successfully...so next mon can start work le..n so i will be tied from that tym on words..but nvm..i wun be beaten by tym de...the ppl there looked veri veri friendly..today he oso went thr wit mi..then so scare..cux first tym..then rch thr lyk so spooky but wen go in was yk real show office..first tym see..so sua gu..then after tat we went to bugis n eat nasi lemak..so nice...i introduced wan...then go bugis junction wok wok see see..then go lot 1 wok wok see see oso.....after tat go cw..buy kfc go his hse n eatthen slp again..everyday slp slp slp..then play basket ball tml..to exercise loh..heheee..then after slping i wan go home le..then i secretly took roti prata away...i tot he dunnoe actualli he noe...heheee..but i stomach pain...till now still gt..maybe drink pepsi then gt air insid...haix..jux tat today my leg was beri beri pain..so suan....wana buy new jean fr work if not not enough....then i worried that for the lunch break there dun have things for mi to eat...cux veri pian pi thr.at lavender leh...no foodcourt oso..haix..nvm..see how first...luckily i work for onli five days..so still can spend tym wit my dear...actualli somethym i oso dunnoe wat im doin...dun wana feel angry but in the end still angry..then i suffered myself again.haix.i realli dunoe wat will happen to mi next..i wana noe my future...i realli worried!!!!


smile lyk i do everyday:P

i cant slp becux of smething n tml ish my first job inteview..y???y cant control??y cant change??i realli dunnoe how to overcome tis circumstances..n im not the onli wan tat needed to overcome..there;s still someone but tat person is not willing at all..thinking tat wat he/she do is correct..then 4gt it...tag tag tag..i going to lose out one day..i;ve told ppl not to think too much yet myself i had so much so much problem in hand..how m i going to overcome???band??job??family??relationship???friendship??money??i have no tym..no tym to care...by then i will lose alot of things important to mi..how long should i work??how much mux i earmed??wen can they stop??wen can tis stop??im the oldest at home yet i think i did no contribution to my family...how..but i realli have no tym now..i wun follow u n u dun need to follow me either...but rmb i gv up alot of things b4 wat i gt now..i wun lose the things now...or else i will regret till no more....

i felt so happi today!!:P

i hope tat everything will be fine...even for my ownself..it seems lyk i had 4gt to care for myself..recently actualli gt problem..i dun wana work but have no choice cux my mum ask mi to earn my own poly allowance..haix..nvm..i will be able to find an easy n not tough job de...maybe wat mabel recommend is good cux it is office work so hope it will not be tough n the ppl thr will treat mi good.then can work long long then earn more more..then mux oso have tym to go back for alumni band..wish can take leave to go back on 18th cux i realli wan go back hope all sec 4s will be present that day..i think i dun have much tym to play le..even in poly life it will be much more tiring de..after tis,is jux lyk wat lindsay says....all the way work work work le until im old..can noe more friends in poly n start afresh..all over again..i wana go thailand with the band next year oso..hope everything's fine by then..then it will be a more interesting trip than the genting wan..today i ate alot leh..think i oso gained quite alot..haix..everyone have their own pro..if u see one person hu has a problem worse than u ,u will then noe tat u r more fortunate..n so stop thinking..it will end at one point..wen the seed grow,it needs storms n coodness to become a flower..so do human..we r jux lyk a seed..seed does not need to worry how it grows but it jux grow..n so do we..so,ppl with worries n sorrows,pls throw them away now....but jux rmb, there will alwaz be someone looking after the seed... thngs r unfair maybe to mi n to many others..or maybe some may think tat they r treated veri fair..but if u think tat u r treated unfairly,throw them away,jux treat ur ownself fairly..that will be enough....:)




signing off...smile lyk i do everyday:P

hmm..today im going to write bout one of my friends...whom is close to me once...haix..dunnoe whr to start???but recently jux found out tat he/she was veri depression..feeling so sad for him/her...keep telling him/her to stop thinking so much le..but cant realli stop cux im not him/her..i wun say is a he/her..he/.......she noes bout it can le..since i noe him/her long ago...he/she was not tis kind of person...he/she was happi n humorous..but now everything had made him/her change to a diff person..is it good?im writing it down becux i realli wana help him/her..cux he/she once helped mi alot wen i was at a lost...i wun 4gt the past...tis little kind soul...maybe i hate him/her b4..but now no..not at all....jux think tat he/she is veri kelian..lyk i say..he/she mux alwas smile lyk i do evryday..smile:Pjux hope n pray for this kind soul ba..
.rmb dun blame everything on urself:P cux u r forgiven alreadi ...hope the person will see wat i wrote here today n noe wat to do next..jux rmb u still have friends tat love u...

smile lyk i do everyday:P

hey.. this are our bms and dms.....

y??can someBoDy uNdERStaNd WAt I Feel Now??now,i dun feel any warm near mi..realli..y??today i heard the church bell at 12pm...then i notice its dec 1th today.veri fast..almost another year fade off......i looked at my watch n it was 12..that tym we were all falling in outside the ava room...but not all were thr..:Oactualli i have alot to post but wen i started writing ..nth seems to come out..yet i can still write so much..funny isnt it??

Everyday seems the same to me..dunnoe why always nth to do at home.I just found out that i still have packets of christmas cards not sold out yet..Mum told me to send them to my own friends...haha...luckily, one kind soul call jia wei helped me and bought 3 packets...he also gave me $10 more bucks..hmm..not bad right..ya..haha..hmm..luckily he bought from me if not i really dunnoe what to do with the cards anymore.just wanna earn more, but now, loss more..my god.
hmm..i just rmb that someone said will send me christmas card..but until now..my mailbox still empty..so sad....wahaha..long time nv experience someone sending things by mail to me..haa.so fun~~~

Things used to be good in the past but now it changes.......everything changes....i realli feel veri bad...although im leaving but i still dun wish it would turn out to be lyk tt..haix..today's playing was not good at all...dunoe y my flute was sooooooooo dry...till i onli blew air out..sian..today is sat..jux have the feeling tt my parents would quarrel again..this fear wun go off....onli can write in the blog to release this stress.....

now,everything changes,n i realli dunoe how to solve it..but i jux noe i cant jux solve it myself de..even i solve it...it is already too late..i m no longer in the mood to do tis stuff anymore.. this thing will travel forevr n ever....i jux wana rmb the happi memories left in this last part of my sec sch life...

today lunch eat till veri veri full...eat carrot cake,curry puff...........then my sis sick..but will recover soon...for sure..:Pwaa...today i slept in the afternoon leh..last tym i alwaz dun sleep in the afternoon de...cux veri hot..but nowadays dun care too much liao..cux too累liao..

Then tml going to yuhui hse to eat 火锅..waaa!!!so long nv eat liao,since chinese new year i think...probably..maybe....but i think it will be the last gathering for mi wit them le..cux after tat i will finding jobs..then go poly liao..dunnoe have the tym anot..i wana stay in sec sch leh..feel more lyk beng taken care of..not lyk poly life...lyk need to tc of urself le....k lah..maybe later think of anything then post again..i jux hope that many would be present tml..:Psmile lyk i do evEryday:)



BLESSED:)

.. haix...now jux look forward to the competition..nth else..nth else..hope thr's someone hu realli noes mi..n maybe thr's onli lord..realli wish the competition will be successful throughout.becux this will be the last one le..no more..then need to go find jobs..lesser tym wit friends..n someone hu is important to mi...n of cux my family...but no choice..still have 2 more mths to take o lvl result..hope everything went fine..i want to stdy tourism n resort manangement in singapore poly!!!!if cant gt wat i want maybe stdy early childhood ba..oso good,gt small children..heeee..long tym nv play wit small kids le

yesterday go band practise...play okok onli..haven realli conquer the whole piece..but later will go n practice a while then tml mux bubble pack liao..cant touch anymore...n maybe its the last tym to touch my flute le..btw i oso dunnoe change how many flutes in this 4 years liao..heheeee. so 舍不得 my sec 4s friends...not onli my classmates..but the band friends..becux we knew each other for 4 years le....by rite longer than the classmates.....

i still rmb during the o lvl examinations period....mi wenshou kokhin rita huiya anyang jiawei all that went to the library together n stdy....its was so memorable..n we even plan to meet out after os..but everything turn out differently..nth was plan..i miss my classroom...n the hole beside the door made by wenshou n asyraf wen we were ses 3...they both alwas lyk to fight fight fight!!!!haix..n during the nite stdy,it was lyk a gathering for us..we all stdy together,n tats wen we all r realli gtting damn serious....not 4gtting our fixed assets MR CHUA......lalalalaaaaaaaa..cant 4gt his voice..cux wenever he came in the classroom after recess..he will alwas predict the right thing......''C, NOT EVERYONE IS IN THE CLASSROOM,I FORESEE IT ALREADY''....now...onli can gt to see them wen the result release.......haix:(


signing off.....shan:P kukunut

hey..this ish my first post..everyone..but yet i dunnoe wat to write.ok..i will start with band..tml all of us need to go sch to bubble pack ur instruments n tag them...but my session dun need to cux its a flute..think will not gt any hurt in the bus....wahahaha..feeling so exuberant n scare..but everything is already done..no changes anymore..but nvm..cux i noe that miracle will alwaz happen...so..lets prepare for the best..everything good is alwas waiting for us....:Pi wonder hows the food thr??????afraid i dun lyk then nv eat then....stomachache again.nolah..wun de..it will be a veri fun trip...yeah!!!!realli scare tt i will 4gt to bring anything..lyk passport or watever cux its a long tym since i went overseas......on the actual day which is mon we still need to rch sch at 5.30 then the bus going off at 6.15..so shiok sia..sky haven bright then we move le...dunnoe how th other sch band looks lyk..gt any shuai ge anot......wahahahaaaa.:P